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smuggling

went to work at taka square today asd saw this 4 stacks of pocky-like boxed infront of the cashier while queuing up in cold storage.. the 2 aunties super troublesome loh. buy so many things n i have to wait for sooo loongg just to pay my bottle of pokka green tea =.=

anyway i called jas immediately when i saw that "beauty stick".

imagine i have to smuggle 4 boxes of pocky into & out of e sales floor.. and tats e size of my bag! cannot imagine if i kanna caught by e security. n i so damn paiseh lah.. 2 guys n 1 girl at e korea confectionary counter was looking at me n i quicky grabbed 4 boxes without even looking at e flavour. n when i was abt to pay, i guy still ask me "is tat all??" OMG *faint*


only managed to squeeze e right 2 boxes in my bag (safe to smuggle out of taka). decided to keep the other 2 which is in great danger for myself cuz it looks oishii.. demo ne.. not really tat fantastic lah. fillings too sweet n doesnt taste like chocolate. anyway its cheap.. $1.70 nia.


Wednesday, February 28, 2007



小小的幸福

考试已过了两个礼拜.. 刚开始的时候的确是很不习惯一直呆在家里, 但这段期间我想了很多很多事情..像是感情上的问题, 将来该怎么走下去, 我到底要的是什么, 为什么烦恼只会随着年纪一直增加而不会减少, 为什么一个人会迷失自我??

一直都觉得别人都比我幸福. 好朋友一个个的找到爱惜自己的另一伴, 不会像以前那样有时间. 有时候我真的觉得非常的寂寞 -_____-

我的人生表面上看不出有什么改变, 但每分每秒都在思考着这些问题. 我还是和往常一样, 每天早睡迟起, 看漫画, 上网聊天, 唱歌, 每个礼拜天照样上舞蹈课, 新年期间也表演了两次.

刚才和一群朋友到KTV, 说是唱歌其实是帮某位朋友找出最适合她的一首歌. 我看得出她是多么地想成为一名歌手. 看着她的努力我也发现每个人都是想表现自己的. 我整整听她唱了两个小时的歌, 像是完全变了个人似的一首歌也不想唱, 一直到最后终于唱了第一首歌后才发现自己最喜欢的还是歌唱与舞蹈.

曾经想过要放弃舞蹈, 因为我只能永远在原地踏步.. 一直到今天表演结束后才找回了一些自己.. 我还是一个热爱舞台的表演者.. 我喜欢受到瞩目, 喜欢人家赞美我, 喜欢为台下的观众带来欢乐. 当我下台的那一刻, 看到老师开心地笑着, 我知道我们成功了! 这时我才发现能站在舞台上是多么幸福的一件事!! 有多少人像我这样拥有无数次站在舞台上的机会?? 又有多少人能拥有不会怯场的能力呢?? 我找回了那个热爱舞台的自己.

今天有个小小的发现: 幸福是简单的.

虽然只是小小的幸福, 但也让我找回了一些自我.


Tuesday, February 27, 2007



performance @ chun dao he pan 2007

super tired. slept only 3 hrs plus last night.. met up with val eh and ky and den zs came after tat. anyway, i left at 4.30 for e performance. heng nth happened today. no mistakes hooray!!



these r e things tat i need to bring for every performance excluding e costume, wallet, hp, water bottle, umbrella etc etc *heavy x2* notice tat shoe bag?? 1 of my fren brought it back from china.. so qiao call Ting Ting *puke*



the power of make up. i love my eyes *blink blink* but i still cant cover my panda eyes after putting on lots of concealer. maybe i accidently rubbed it off after e performance when i clean away some thick make up.



V(^-^)v


Monday, February 26, 2007



ken hirai loves arashi!!

meilian told me that ken hirai love arashi's kitto daijoubu and mentioned it on some tv.. maybe concert cuz i saw "Ken's Bar" on e back drop =X

-> he mentioned that its his no.1 hit song in 2006
-> he bought the single!! (which i didn't)
-> he sang the song!
-> he danced!! omg..
-> he regreted not dancing infront of the camera lol.. FNS i think
-> he is damn envy that Tokio danced when arashi's singing
-> he is excited abt sho's rap = sakurap (sakurai's rap)
-> he is damn high

for those who doesnt noe who is he, here's 1 of his photo.



famous hit songs include:

-> Love or Lust
-> Miracle
-> Kiss of Life (everyday everynight wanna kiss on your lips...)
-> Missin' you ~It will break my heart~
-> Hitomi wo tojite (hitomi wo tojite~ kimi wo egaku yo~)
-> Pop Star (i wanna be a pop star~ kimi wa motto~~ ..)
-> Aika Elegy

and below is the video!



cant believe it.. its my 1st time seeing ken hirai acting like a super fan lol.. some more its ARASHI!! cant imagine his singing n dancing to tat song lol..

the original MV



here's 1 of my favourite ken hirai's song.



imagine he goes "hitomi wo tojite~~~ kitto daijoubu~~ yoyo come on!" hmm.. i wan to see that someday.. hope someone will make him sing n dance in some variety!

**P.S**
did some research on e net

-> He sang and danced Kitto Daijoubu in his recent concert.
-> he mentioned that he really likes Arashi's songs, and his favorite is KD.


Sunday, February 25, 2007



performance

went up to my dance sensei's hse after e performance and look wat i've found!!

TADANG~~!!



& e coolest thing is that she got it from her brother who bought it in china =.= wth CHINA! & my sis dun even noe there's 6 more inside e biggest 1 till i tell her w(_o_)w

anyway, the performance sucks. luan 7 8 zao.. & e best part is e MPs and our dear Mr Lee Kuan Yew only arrive after we get off e stage -.- plus they got this bunch of police checking every1's belogings and we have to go thru this "door" to check for guns n knife? i dunno.. just feel like gg thru e airport process.


Saturday, February 24, 2007



3 jokes

3 funny jokes happened yesterday at my grandma's house.

joke 01: Steam Boat Dinner Part 1

ah Ben (cousin): "mamee the fishball not cooked de."
ah kim (mother): "aiyo cook longer lah. jiao3 jiao3 (stir x2) yi xia."
ah Ben: "jiao3 jiao3?? wo jiao3 le leh.."
my mother + aunties: "wahahaha! ah ben ah wat jiao3 jiao2?? (little birdie)"
ah ben: "wo mei you jiang jiao3 jiao2! wo jiang jiao3 jiao3!!"

joke 02: Steam Boat Dinner Part 2

went to wash my bowl after eating and i saw this pack of tofu. went out to "complain"

me: "why tofu never cut??"
dad: "u wan to eat huh?"
me: "this yr no tofu leh.. nvm lah i'm full alr."

went into e room to see wat my cousins r doing..
father came in.

dad: "ehh ni yao chi ah kim de tofu mah?? ah kim say she cut."
me + cousins burst out laughing!!!!

joke 03: Movie!!

adam (cousin): "oi faster leh wan go watch de ma??"
ah kim (his mother): "wat u all watching?? pan4 tu2 ah??"
me + adam: "huh wat pan4 tu2?? men2 tu2 lah!! haahahaa"

4 hours later..

ah kim: "what u all watch just now??"
me: "pan4 tu2 pan4 tu2 =X"
ah kim: "pan4 tu2 hao kan ma??"
all of us: "hahahahaha *pengz*"


Monday, February 19, 2007




*ang baos. only received 7this yr (day 1). think less than $150 m(_ _)m*


*TADANG!! my favourite \(^o^)/*


Monday, February 19, 2007




*the tiger ^-^ hen ke ai ba*


*the oink family*

boring new yr. every yr e same. new yr shld be happy but dunno y my family always have problem. anyway, i dun care lah. just stay away from black faces can liao ^^


Monday, February 19, 2007



Antique



**a picture says a thousand word**


Friday, February 16, 2007



Valentine 2007 - Part 2

met val in town! we saw couples everywhere.. both of us look so ke lian ne lol. we walked arnd with no sense of direction and destination in orchard area and this is some what the flow:

cineleisure -> hereens -> walked all the way to Far East **cheesy chicken!** -> walked all the way back to heerens -> cineleisure
the flow somehow looks like an xml doc =X


*sorry just finish my examinations*


*bought this at far east. mine's a star & this 1 is for monty ^-^ *

walao e malay/philippino aunty at e cheezy chicken store damn funny lahhhh! cant stop laughing after she called val's name **PENGZZ** but i cant really describe it here cuz i think val ll kill me if i did so. e aunty was like was like "Ba-XXX-XXX~~~" with the do-re-mi tone plus accending pitch! really super funny!!!


* 伟大的红苹果, 死亡笔记里的重量级配角. *


val says she love this photo cuz she LOOKS taller den me so i posted it up =p e 1 i like she say she looks weird in it.. shuai bian lah haiz.. this 1 also not bad cuz she really looks like mummy and i'm her daughter =X


*an ugly pic. sorry i've tried my best to edit but still...*

think i'm really a water-pail (direct translation). i refilled my water bottle (750ml), bought a cup of bubble tea, bought a cup of ice lemon tea and i'm now drinking some more water!

met up with monty after that to pass her e pin n took e super ugly photo above (sounds so bo liao right??).. my hp's camera cmi.

i really dunno wat to do for e rest of e days le. find a job?? not now. CNY comming + performances. think i ll find a part time job 1st. got to think properly & save some $$ 1st before i really joins the working world.. im in total lost -.-


Thursday, February 15, 2007







yeah right. the examination hall. was sitting at my desk waiting for e command to to get off the place and suddenly i feel the urge to take a picture of e hall cuz it'll most probably be e last exam in my life *which i think is impossible* =X

the paper sucks! wrote rubbish in 1 of e 30 marks qsn. and i left 2 qsns blank (6 marks each). but nvm, think edmund leng wont be stupid until fail 70% of his class. MODERATE!!

oh yah. e female lec very funny loh. below is what she said thru e microphone

female lec: "Alright. Stop writting. Time's up, and Happy Valentine's Day."
me " ... ... ... ... -_____________- "

worst or best Valentines' gift ever from NYP? examination + last day of sch.


Thursday, February 15, 2007



wasabi mochi



jas gave this to me a few weeks ago. dun ask me how it taste like. wat i can say is mochi with wasabi fillings. quite a weird taste :p but still ok for me lah cuz i like wasabi ma ^^ by e way, i bite too much and my brain nearly paralyze lol..


Thursday, February 08, 2007




omg i saw this 1/4 page of KTV advert last night while reading the chinese newspaper. super er xin can. really looks damn alike. some more e gal (??) got no chest (flat!). maybe they took this photoshopped pic from some websites lol..


Thursday, February 08, 2007



to u

i guess u really need a lot of courage to tell me abt it. and i'm glad that u told me cuz i can really feel that u trust me. but its just too hard for me to accept it.

actually i'm really very scared that u will do it again after u read my post, and what if it goes deeper and deeper since u cant feel e pain at all?? i really cannot imagine it. but i'm sure u noe that its not good to hurt ur body that your mother gave u?? and thats y u dun wanna let her noe right?? i'm sure no 1 can really stop u if u really wan to do it and that wat i'm really afraid of.

to tell u e truth, u are not alone. i did it to myself once b4 when i was in lower sec after my grandfather passed away, plus other stuff that was gg on at that time. and e best part is i also cant feel e pain at all. but i somehow stopped.. and i really regret what i did to myself. hard to believe??

i've never tell this to anybody before. u r e 1st to noe. i'm same as u, i dun talk to anyone abt my problems.

i cried becuz i saw myself in u.. cuz i can really feel the "no 1 can help. only i can help myself." that kind of feeling in u.


Sunday, February 04, 2007



to someone

i'm really very dissappointed in u. i feel so stupid to cry for someone so stubborn like u. y do i need to feel so sad for u when u hurt yourself without feeling e pain at all?? i'm telling u now that hurting yourself is not, yes NOT the only way to solve the problem! u never even try, or shld i say try hard enough to find another way to solve ur problem.

yes i might not understand how u r feeling now, cuz i've never hurt myself b4. but pls think about the ppl arnd u. i've also gone thru what u have gone thru abt ur *****-******. i'm close to mine too just that e word is not a 'M' but a 'F'. and i'm telling u now that the process for me is 3 yrs *b4* he is gone and i got to cope with my PSLE at that time. just imagine my life after that.

sometimes i really dun understand u at all. cuz u wont except a single word that i told u.

no use for me to continue typing. pls try hard to stop that habit. i noe its hard but u managed to stop it once b4 remember?? i wan to remind u that u promised me that u will try ur best to stop that habit.

i'm pretty sure that u will definately read this. just wanna let u noe that i really care for u, and pls stop saying sorry to me ever again. and if u think wat u r doing now is right, den i will join u.

i rather u dun tell me the truth.


Saturday, February 03, 2007



f*ck off

whats wrong with me using my own money to get my phone done?? just stop nagging and nagging. u think i wan this to happen?? imagine that u r in my situation, i dun think u will use e phone at all. u agreed when i tell u that im gg to get my phone done, and now u r like talking rubbish.

a bunch of irritating ppl.


Friday, February 02, 2007



never ending projects

i really hate this mobile thingy. super mafan + laggy. stupid dumb thing 128px*128px only. plus cant display even a more complex code and my images r always flying around. siannn!!! now i cant even insert into database!! ($*#)&@$&@*



Thursday, February 01, 2007



Me